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Comfortably autosexual, I was in a conversation with a very wise and experienced person who asked many questions and helped me see the bit about me that I was denying or suppressing. If I were open to a relationship with another person...turns out I'd be gay. "Ha! Preposterous," says I...a transvestite with beautifully painted red toenails...🤣
And I'm STILL having all the not-fun of coming out that I'd have if I declared myself gay. (Delayed-reaction fallout in my family).
Not seeking to be understood any more than I already have, willing to accept myself, still, though, looking at myself in the figurative mirror with questions in my eyes. All arguments lost, and still (s)he tries to be the equivalent of just a little bit pregnant. Somebody take that gurl out to dinner to soothe the pain!! Wait, that would be me. Never mind. :LMAO:
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